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Sunday, November 30, 2008
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Ran out of Words
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That aquarium post was old, filler. I have run out of steam. I have run out of words.
I could have posted a bunch of filler. I have endless drafts of it I could hit publish on... but what for?
I looked up this book... although I have to say I am sick of reading advice and crap...
How to Mend Your Broken Heart: Overcome Emotional Pain at the End of a Relationship by Paul McKenna, Ph.D.
Grieving is a specific process by which we gradually let go of our attachment to the people (or places or things or even possibilities) we have lost.
I think that is it. I dreamt of the life ahead, the possibilities... the sorrow at not only losing all of that, but knowing my dreams were never shared, probably never even heard or paid attention to... that hurt me...
What a waste.
I know it will pass. The grieving will. Eventually I will want to get off the sofa. Eventually I will go a day without tears. Eventually the pain will pass.
Thing is... I don't know if my ability to... dream... will ever recover.
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Yeah, I hear you. Going through the exact same thing. Wondering what's the point to anything. We work to pay to keep living, and for what? For more people to hurt us? What's the point of that? *hugs*
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I suppose the point is never knowing the point. I don't mind living, working, keeping busy, planning things for the future that I can control, like painting, creating etc. That's easy.
I am tired of the hurt though.
However I think I can go through the rest of my life avoiding it.
That's my plan now anyway.
No man will ever convince me to give him a chance. No way. I will have friends and family but nothing else. It will be easier to be alone.
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I'm sorry you are going through this. Day by day it will get better. He wasn't who you thought he was or wanted him to be. And it's really better you should split than stay in a relationship that isn't real. It still hurts a lot but the hurt won't be new and fresh every day.
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Jeannie, you are right, the hurting open wound that I feel now will eventually crust over.
However I don't think it will ever turn into a another scar from my past riddled with my reminders...
no... I will let this one fester.
A constant reminder for why no one will ever get beyond the new fortified walls I have built around me.
Every tear is a reminder of what a blind fool I was to go down this road. I think deep down I knew this was how it would end.
Hope is bullshit.
Reality is cold hard bitterness.
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Yeah, I hear you. Going through the exact same thing. Wondering what's the point to anything. We work to pay to keep living, and for what? For more people to hurt us? What's the point of that? *hugs*